Friday, March 4, 2011

:( BURNED

I feel like everyone is out to get me all of a sudden it's a bad situation to be in trust me. I'm sorry for being a douche-bag to everyone I was being a douche-bag to. I feel pretty low for breaking some promises to a certain friend of mine. I hope this friend will forgive me, even though I am a complete idiot and I understand completely why she hates me. Well never-mind there is no hope of her forgiving me she wants nothing to do with me, well isn't this just freaking dandy.

I wish there was a way I could fix this and make everything right, like it was before when everything seemed fine. But, I have no idea what to do anymore I'm slowly losing hope not in you but in myself. You tell me to just leave you alone and that you hate me, but I just can't not like this anyways. I'm trying my hardest not to hurt you or make you mad at me, but everything I do seems to push you away even more. I guess this is just the story of my life and I should just skip all the chapters and go straight to the end, since this is the repeating pattern of my life.


8 comments:

  1. It's life.. And sometimes you have to learn to leave people behind.. Sorry.

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  2. You aren't a complete idiot, you can just be stupid sometimes. For instance: this blog. And you should just drop this friend. She seems like a total b-word. Just sayin' :) Love you kayleah, you have too many good friends to be worrying about this piece of crap person.

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  3. I love you Tyler so much your my best friend (don't tell Kirstyn. I'm just going to try and take your advice :)

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  4. I'm with Tyler on this one, dear. You tend to get yourself into some toxic relationships, so why don't we just forget this one ever happened. She's not good enough for you, in my opinion. You deserve better than that. And you don't have to skip to the end, just make a change and stick to it. I believe in ya.

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  5. Kirstyn I'm sorry...your my nest friend too and thanks Lauren I appreciate it.

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